Tuesday, December 19, 2006

I had a dream that left me to wander

I have this Dream, this dream where I wander;
I walk the forbidden paths that my ancestors resisted, and I fear the shadows;
I walk this path because of the heartache I have suffered;
this heartache is unlike any heartache anyone else has ever felt;
It is mine own bittersweet fantasy;
I created this heartache of mine;
It came with the hopes and imaginings of the past;
through distant worlds I traveled when I was young;
This heartache of mine is like none other;
it encompasses everything I have put into it;
all my wanderings down these forbidden paths have taught me things;
these things I have never wanted to know;
the ultimate truth, irreversible and unmistakable;
A loss of an innocence I yearn to get back;
take away all this misery and supply me with something better;
because of my ignorance I know not what that is, but it exists, and it exists within me;
unlock me and fill me with that glowing sensation of release;
release from responsibility and from desire;
let me be;
let me be;
let me be happy with who and what I am;
let me be free

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